Saturday, August 23, 2014

Get This Far

I met with the doctor on Friday.  It was a long, tough appointment, but I think I feel confident and much better after it.

I'm still digesting all of the crazy shit that is about to happen, namely IVF.

The truth is I never thought it would get this far.  When I was blissfully pregnant at 29 on my second try, I was on top of the world.  I did everything right, and I was never more happy.  The universe took that baby from me, and it took my tube.  I'm lucky I made it at all.  I know other women haven't been so lucky.

I never thought it would get this far.  I thought it might take a little longer.  I thought it might take some drugs.  I never thought I would be going to my tenth visit with an international infertility expert that I only got into via a code from a friend of a friend.  And I never thought I'd have my life planned to January.  All the way to January to do what comes so easy to everyone else.

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