Next month will be August, and then I will be turning 32. Thirty freaking two. I have been at this since I was 29. And now everyone else has blown past me.
Everyone has their two babies on Facebook, everyone has already done this when they were supposed to. Why did I wait so long? Why didn't I do this when I had the time and the money and was just too selfish to give up my lifestyle? I was so arrogant to think everything would go fine when I finally got around to it. And 29 is no big deal right?
I am running out of time. I will be 32. I feel like I have been at this forever. And I don't have forever.